Yellow Failure

Yellow Failure

Doctor/Coroner Story

Sid knew about this from his residency training. A senior resident had presented a case.

“A 23-year-old woman was dropped off at the ER at 2AM by her friends because she was ‘acting funny’.”

Case presentations have a format. The first line has to include the age, sex and chief complaint.

That was a real introduction to medicine, the ‘chief complaint’.

Why is the patient here? They have a complaint.

Think about that before you make your next doctor appointment. What is your chief complaint?

Sid found the complaint driven nature of medicine archaic. Why can’t they come see him to try to be healthy? It all goes back to the old days when people only went to doctors because they thought they were dying.  And they probably were.

What is their chief complaint? In other words, where does it hurt the most?

Chief is important too. For they may have many.

Sid’s job, as physician, was to discern their chief one. And be alert for the ones that could kill them.

This was a struggle for him. Sometimes it’s not what they tell you. Sometimes they hide their chief complaint.

Sid came to learn this was normal. Nobody wants to fess up.

The 23-year-old woman’s ensuing hours of acute yellow failure taught him a lot about the mechanisms and numbers associated with liver failure and death.

We always think of heart attacks. Indeed, your heart stops, you die. And then there’s brain death. Heart still beating but the organ inside our skull isn’t functioning.

If the liver dies, we die too. The liver does a lot for us. It’s our recycling plant, our metabolism factory. It builds proteins for blood clotting, tissue repair. It keeps us alive. We really don’t appreciate our livers. We should.

For Sid, the fact that friends dropped her off and she would be dead in less than a day was the real story he heard. Though the numbers, the treatments, the physiology were of interest, and he remembered them.

Medical training is about remembering. Sid just wished he could remember names.

In medical terms, her “chief complaint” was not hers, but framed by those that dropped her off. The young woman that died in less than 24 hours of acute yellow failure never spoke a word. She never complained. We just tried to save her silent life. Sid pondered that too, for a long time. Maybe still.

Sid’s subsequent training showed him just how resilient the liver can be to insults, both chronic and acute.

Heck, even surgical. That would be iatrogenic.

Isn’t that a nice word?

It means caused by us physicians, or maybe, the medical industrial complex. The medical system can cause disease, injury. And that would be not accidental, not natural, not suicidal, but iatrogenic. Iatrogenic is not a box Coroner Sid could check on the death certificate for Manner of Death, though at times he thought it should be.

Back to the liver. We cannot survive without it.

Sid had spent hours pulling back on retractors on a medical school rotation to keep a 30-year-old Native American woman’s belly open so the chief resident surgeons could spend 8 hours cutting out three quarters of her liver invaded by cancer. The last quarter would recover and do the job of what they had resected.

Sid learned of the forgiveness of this wonderful organ.

There were the yellow, jaundiced drunks who perked up after a couple days and went back to the streets.

Sid had also seen a severely injured liver kill a young child quickly.

The viral diseases of hepatitis added more. Back when he was in training there was Hepatitis A (from fecal contamination, “food service workers must wash…”). And Hepatitis B. It was a viral infection transmitted by blood or body fluids. All medical professionals got tested and then immunized. Sid had learned of the third virus, labeled then “non-A and non-B”. That was an attempt to emphasize our medical ignorance, which Sid appreciated. It has now come to be called Hepatitis C, since we can now identify this virus. It still kills.

When the liver fails, one of its main functions can show up in our skin. If our livers don’t metabolize bile, a byproduct of cholesterol and fat metabolism, we become yellow. This is jaundice. But the yellow takes some time. Experience teaches you the timing. Medical training gives you the time to observe.

When we call it acute yellow failure, we are talking about folks who turn yellow and die. Some don’t even get the chance to turn yellow.

The case presentation progressed. The dropped off young woman’s liver dramatically failed; from the moment she was first pierced for blood tests to her death. The numbers we measure quickly are those of the enzymes, proteins in liver cells that can leak into the blood stream. As the liver cells explode from injury, they leak more. These climbed over the hours on an accelerating curve. The young lady’s numbers were over 100 times what was considered normal.

About two hours before her death the treating residents got back the labs that showed she had three viruses attacking her liver, two probably from IV drug use, and the worst, just from bad hygiene. And she died.

There are so many ways to die. She dramatically died from acute yellow failure. And she didn’t even have time to turn yellow after her friends had dropped her off. She would have had to live longer. Timing is learned with observation and experience.

The Madonna held her child at her breast and the simpering young father was on the examination table facing Sid. He knew them well.

Sid had delivered the babe.

The young man had been about. And here he was.

“What can I do for you?”

The young man looked down and to the left, not answering. Madonna barked. “Tell him.”

“Uh, well, I might have taken some pills.”

Sid took over to the Madonna. The loser was not a good resource.

“What pills?” Sid asked. The Madonna kept her gaze on the father.

The young man shrugged and looked down again.

Sid waited until he was afraid the young woman would bark again. So, he barked. “What pills did you take?” Maybe barking works with this guy.

He did the weaseling shoulder wiggle and looked at his wife. She was glaring at him. “I took some Tylenol. I wanted to kill myself.”

Sid’s family doctor mind clicked to the acetaminophen (Tylenol) toxicity nomogram, and this drove his questions.

Tylenol is available over the counter in the United States. Some companies make a lot of money. But when it is ingested above the recommended level, it is very toxic to the liver.

When?

Friday night.

This was Monday.

Sid now knew the nomogram for treatment was out the window.

How many? The dose is the question.

I don’t know, all of them.

Is that like ten pills, twenty pills, thirty pills?

More weaseling.

I don’t know. It was what was left in the bottle. Maybe thirty pills. Maybe forty. I chugged it with some vodka. He smirked.

Madonna nodded.

“Were they 325 mg or the extra strength 500 mg?”

Weasel was proud. “We get the strong stuff.”

Sid knew the math, the choices.

“I need you to go over to the hospital right now. They will take blood tests and you need to be in the hospital. I hope this turns out okay.”

Sid saw acute yellow failure coming. He would need to work to save this new young father. But he kind of knew, at this point, the cards had been dealt.

Saving lives can beg the question of just who should we save? And at what cost? But that’s for late night garage reflections. Sid just wanted to do his job right now. Sid had learned how fast the failing liver can kill you from that long ago case presentation.

The first test just showed the weasel’s liver cells were leaking ten times what they should and his Tylenol level wasn’t toxic now, but high. But the treatment graph no longer mattered. No treatment would be effective this late after ingestion. The damage had been done and the question was now just how much? Could his liver survive? Time was crucial. Sid now knew, we were just going to have to see the course.

Two hours later Weasel’s liver was leaking thirty times what it should. Four hours later they were a hundred-fold above normal. Time and pathology were meeting.

Sid called Seattle between afternoon patients. He got the gastroenterology chief resident. Sid knew this guy would know his shit, but he might be an asshole. Sid hoped not. He wasn’t.

Sid did the case presentation over the phone, saying the vital numbers and skipping the surplus. This guy might die, and Sid needed to cover the bases. “Can he be considered for a transplant?”

Sid heard the long pause, hinting the chief resident’s awareness of Sid’s small-town ignorance. But Sid knew the long lines, the waits, the futility. He just wanted this guy on the phone to know his desperation. A young man, a recent young father might die. And Sid is a small-town family doctor. Help me out big city doc with all the resources, he hoped into the phone silently. But Sid knew it was not going to fly.

The phone said, “Yeah, this doesn’t look good. But get another test at midnight and check his coags. Call me with those numbers.”

Sid finished his afternoon clinic. A couple colds, an old, demented lady, a worried student, an angry back pain guy who wanted narcotics. Sid couldn’t remember any names.

He crossed the street to the hospital.

Weasel wasn’t yellow. He acted like he didn’t understand why he had to be there.

“Do you still want to kill yourself?”

Sid thought this was a reasonable question to ask. The guy had no idea his liver might soon melt into mush, his blood might no longer clot, his ammonia would climb and poison him. His blood could become toxic, and he could die in the next few hours. Or not. Sid was in the balance. As was the Weasel and the Madonna and the babe.

So, Sid thought this was a reasonable question for the guy with his orange sherbet and the Madonna with babe by his bedside.

He looked blank. “Oh, that. Nah. I’m over that. Can I go home?”

Sid did his best to explain the situation. If Mr. Weasel’s Tylenol dose was enough to kill his liver, he would die in the next 48 hours. If not, he would survive. There was no treatment available at this point short of a liver transplant. And Sid told them he had started this discussion with Seattle.

Weasel dipped orange sherbet and Madonna looked out the dark window at the black. Night came earlier in the fall. She seemed to see something out there in the dark, but Sid had his focus.

Sid noticed the sleeping babe in her arms, quiet.

The blood tests in the next few hours would tell us the direction, the curve we were on.

“So, I gotta stay here tonight?”

Yup.

Sid ordered the midnight lab draws and went home to maybe have dinner with his family, his Madonna, and his babes.  He knew he maybe be back here in the wee hours. He knew his sleep would be disturbed.

As he went out to the rusty Hilux in the doctor’s parking lot, he looked up at the dark sky, but he didn’t see anything. He just thought of the not yellow yet young father who said that suicide shit was past, behind him. Sid knew the numbers would come.

But he slept, nonetheless. That’s another thing you learn in medical training. Get what you need when you can.

Sid left in his order for the lab to call him with the midnight numbers. The phone on his side of the bed woke him. They recited the numbers, and he remembered them. Sid could not remember a patient’s name, but he could remember the three five-digit liver function numbers.

He called the chief resident in Seattle.

“Huh, that’s good, I think he might make it.” Sid heard.

                                                            “Should I check his coags again in the morning?”

“Yeah, that’s probably a good idea but this guy isn’t getting surgery soon, is he?”

                                                “No. He wants to go home. Is that okay?”

“Yeah, his liver should recover back to normal in the coming week. You can keep checking if you want to. He may not even turn yellow. Tell him the usual, no alcohol, no drugs, no Tylenol.”

                                                “Thanks.”

Sid checked on the groggy weasel early since he had a surgery at 7AM. He woke him up to tell him he would live. He rolled over and mumbled something.

Doctor story ends, coroner story begins.

Sid’s nurse interrupted a summer afternoon patient with “Paradise PD on line 3.” That was her code for a coroner call. Sid left the depressed young woman and listened to the dispatch lady.

“We need you to respond to 174 South Peach Street for a suicide.”

Sid did. It was a warm late spring day.

He greeted the detective on the street. “Guy shot himself up there.” He tipped his chin toward the second-floor apartment.

“You got a name?”

He flipped through his notepad and told Sid the weasel’s name.

There were 9mm casings on the steps. The guy had shot off a few rounds sitting there overlooking the parking area. Then he’d gone back onto the couch and put the gun under his chin. And fired.

Sometime later, as Sid was examining the beautiful babe at the six months well child check, the Madonna had said. “I never thought he would do anything like that to mess up his hair.”

Cause of Death: Gunshot wound to the head.

Manner of Death: Suicide

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Show Me

Show Me

All you Trump aficionados out there hailing DOGE chainsaw efforts need to give me a little help. I do know how to run a chainsaw and I respect a chainsaw.

The chainsaw analogy is overblown.

The excuse I am hearing for all this chainsaw wielding is “fraud and abuse”.

Excuse me if I roll my eyes right here. I have heard these claims in Idaho. Fraud and abuse.

Abuse is evil and bad, I agree, but fraud is a crime. Here’s the Idaho code. I’m sure there are federal codes for defrauding the federal government too. We have a State Attorney General. We have a US Attorney for Idaho.

If people are committing crimes against the rest of us, who pay taxes and follow the law, why the hell aren’t our elected prosecutors prosecuting them? Should we take a chain saw to these slackers?

Instead, we hear all these claims of ‘fraud and abuse’ and somehow think these fraud and abuse claims justify retribution. Is there something else behind these claims?

Let’s go to court.

Let’s sort this out.

At a recent Health and Welfare Board meeting we got told that a program supporting families caring for their disabled members at home would be discontinued. The Directors statement to us justifying this was because the Department had found evidence of ‘fraud and abuse’.

Now, don’t get me wrong. I do understand there are people out there who will abuse any system we build. People will steal water. People will park where they shouldn’t. People will litter. And we should shame them, even prosecute them.

But to shut down a program that has been helping families on the ‘fraud and abuse’ excuse tips me over.

Show me the fraud.

Prosecute it, damn it.

So, I asked our director at that board meeting 6 months ago, “Have there been any cases referred to the State Attorney General? Are we prosecuting this fraud?”

He deferred.

He will move on to serve a broader sphere. I have not read of any prosecutions by our Attorney General. Please, let me know.

Are we just using this ‘fraud and abuse’ smear as an excuse for the new age lynching of cutting off promised funds and employment?

We can do better.

People need to be honest. And they need to fear their dishonest behavior. I don’t mind making myself a prosecutor.

We have a place here in town to drop off yard waste instead of driving 5 miles out of town. It is a wonderful service. And it is abused.

I took a video of a commercial landscaper dumping his 5-yard trailer at the site and sent it to our mayor.

Last week I watched and scowled at people dumping on the pavement what they could have thrown their clippings in the bins.

If we make things easy for people, people abuse it.

Abuse is not fraud. Abuse deserves our approbation. Please feel free with me to look at, make eye contact with folks abusing the systems that are here to serve all of us. They deserve the shame.

But fraud is a crime. To lump it in with “abuse” is giving the prosecutors a free ride. Fraud means the perpetrator got money through their falsehoods. Fraud needs to be prosecuted.

DOGE is not prosecuting. DOGE is wielding a chainsaw.

Prosecution enforces the rule of law. Our government appointed law enforcers should prosecute those who take our taxpayer dollars through deceit.

We are on the cusp of turning this government ‘of the people, by the people, for the people’

into a government that now rewards those in power.

My glaring at abusers at our yard waste dump is not enough.

It will take more effort to show that we believe this republic is worth saving.

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Pulling Together

Pulling Together

I have been on many teams. I have coached a few. When we all pull together, we can beat bigger foes.

The Idaho legislature is not a good team right now. They seem to be pulling against each other. Maybe that’s how democracy is supposed to work. Maybe it’s up to us to see the goal, work toward it, and win, for all of us.

This last session Idaho’s medical training of doctors (MD’s…there are other “doctors”) came under deep scrutiny. Idaho is involved with the University of Washington and other states to train MD’s. It’s the WWAMI program.

There were bills introduced to sever ties with UW. The final bill that passed, HB 368a, said we would stay in the partnership, but only provisionally.

UW and WWAMI are widely recognized for quality.

While the Idaho legislature was working to dump Idaho’s affiliation, the statistic they pointed to most often, and the one you’ll see on the social media feeds is that Idaho sits at the bottom for doctors per capita. The legislature seems to be wringing their hands about being at the bottom of the fifty states and the District of Columbia.

But only when it comes to our UW affiliation.

At the same time they cut proposed funding for doctors who might come here to serve underserved areas (most of Idaho).

And cut Medicaid physician payments.

And they have put a gun to the head of doctors caring for complicated pregnant women.

If the Idaho legislature truly wants more doctors in the state, they need to pull together.

I agree with my conservative colleagues, there must be something more going on behind the scenes.

Here we come to the nut. And that’s what makes a team or sends you screaming for the exit.

What in fact do we want?

If we want more doctors in Idaho, we could do lots to make that happen. Given the sum of their actions, I argue the legislature is not interested in more doctors. There must be some other teapot tempest they are wringing their hands about.

I’m honestly just guessing here about what the Idaho legislature wants.

We should just forget about them.

The real question is what do we here in Idaho want?

Do we want more doctors?

Do we want good access to healthcare?

Do we want healthy communities?

Take those three questions and prioritize them. For they don’t all mean the same thing.

Massachusetts has the most doctors per capita, threefold more than Idaho.

But it takes an average of 70 days to get in to see a doctor in Boston. That’s the worst of any area surveyed.

Further,  Massachusetts only ranks as the 12th “healthiest” state in another survey. Idaho, with our paltry supply of physicians ranks 16th.

The data says, having more doctors doesn’t necessarily give one better access, or make healthier communities.

So why is the Idaho legislature suddenly all twisted shorts about the number of doctors?

Back when I was a young WAMI (1985), Idaho had 12.1 doctors/ 10,000 residents. We were comparable with Mississippi and Alabama.

We were a poor state, like them. Many doctors don’t want to work where the patients are poor. Don’t forget, medicine in this country is a business, and doctors are businessmen.

Now we are a tiny bit richer. And we have 17 doctors/10,000 people. We’ve come up.

I’m sorry about all these numbers. There’s really just one big take away.

More doctors doesn’t mean healthier people or better access.

If you want healthier, you will have to look bigger. I would argue a guy very important to our health might be sitting in our local water treatment plant.

If you want more doctors, you will also have to look bigger.

I am glad the Idaho legislature has decided they need a broader perspective. I hope we are all served.

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Privilege

I keep misspelling the damned word…

Privilege

It’s never something I thought I should have. I thought we all shared in this.

I had a high school counsellor tell me once I wasn’t like all the others. “You’re special.” He said. I almost puked.

I loved my teammates, my classmates. Sure, Ronnie only got in the 300’s on his SAT’s, but he could hit the goal post with a spiral from 30 yards out 4 out of five times. He had gifts I did not. We all have gifts.

But not all of us have privilege. Some have it because we give it to them.

We shouldn’t.

Then I got into college.

I got into two, Stanford and Berkeley. Yeah, I was a Californian. Come spit at me. That would be your privilege.

I did the math. With the scholarships, Stanford was cheaper. That was the wrong way to make that choice.

For I entered the world of the privileged. And I hated it.

But I did not squander my opportunity. I found a few folks of similar ilk. I learned to cook and mechanic and play volleyball. My grades sucked.

I would hitch hike home for holidays since I didn’t have a car. The driver always asked what I did. I was in college. Where? I gritted my teeth and told them “Stanford”. Things often changed in the conversation then. Did they hate me for this elite private school privilege, or did they sense my resentment? I am not sure. I still have that privilege chip on my shoulder. I don’t deserve it. Nobody does. Not even those we elect. They should be like us.

Some argue these elite colleges are the breeding grounds for this cancer of privilege.

And we, the people of this wonderful country have given this cancer our bodies. It is growing within us.

I never answered the phone, “This is Doctor Schmidt.” I didn’t think the doctor thing should be used for any special privilege.

I did not want to be addressed as “Senator”.

Sure, these are things I have done, gotten a medical degree, and gotten elected. But we are all just people, aren’t we?

I am not saying everybody’s ideas have equal merit. Some ideas are just stupid. And it is not my position of privilege that allows me to make that judgement. It is my experience, my education, my life perspective. I’m willing to listen to yours.

Just because you’re the richest man in the world, that doesn’t make you right all the time. We should be careful when we grant anybody privilege. For it is ours to grant.

Maybe the fact that I don’t feel privileged allows me to accept that I can be wrong.

Do you appreciate that you could be wrong? We should all have that humility.

That is the test we should be applying to those we elect. It is the standard we should hold ourselves to. Admitting wrongness is in fact a sign of strength.

Politicians don’t know this. Politicians spend most of their time saying one thing and meaning another.

You should embrace the humility and truth of being wrong. We all should.

For if we cannot, then I would argue, we consider ourselves privileged. That is, special, above scrutiny, beyond criticism. And that was what our founders tried to build against. They designed a government system that was so ponderous, so intricate, so broad based that the hubris, the stupidity of the privileged would come under scrutiny.

I hope we are still working that way. Back when they scribbled the Constitution onto parchment there weren’t 2 million Americans. Now we are over 300 million. Times have changed. The principles haven’t.

Privilege is power. We should not grant it without careful scrutiny.

The privileged can be wrong. We are wrong to give them a free ride. They should know our judgement of their flawed ideas.

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Cold Water, Coroner Story

Cold Water

Sid was under his Hilux when Martha came out to tell him about the call. The plug was out and the oil draining. He wiped off his hands and took the handheld from his busy wife. He could hear the kids screaming upstairs.

“Yeah?”

“This is Paradise dispatch. We need you at the ER for a dead body.”

Sid sighed. “I’m going to need a bit more than that Julie.”

Sid knew Julie. She was sharp as a tack but stuck on a loser.

“Yes, Doctor Hawthorne?” Everything is recorded so she’s got her snappy self in check. Sid appreciated it must be hard for her.

“Can you tell me anything about this supposed dead body?” He hears some other radio traffic in the background and some side talk, and she divulges, very professionally.

“A young boy, maybe 12 years old was pulled from the river down in Reward and they are bringing him to the ER.”

It was late spring, and the rivers are still cold up here. Sid started thinking temperature.

“Are they doing resuscitation?” More radio squawk and side talk, then:

“Unknown”

Sid did another big sigh and decided to let Julie’s day get easier. “I’m just going to call the ER doc and see what he knows.”

“So, you will respond?

“I am responding at this moment.” Sid hit the big button and saw his oily thumb smear. He’d get in trouble for this mess. He poked the numbers for the ER with his clean left hand. He was deflated when he found Dr. Winston on. But that’s who he talked with.

“Do you know anything about this drowning victim?”

“Well, I’ve heard they are about five minutes out.”

“Are they doing resuscitation?”

“I don’t know.”

Sid sighed. He hated telling another doctor they were stupid, but that’s just what you have to do sometimes. “You are the medical director for EMS, and we have a cold-water drowning.  I was called to come in as the coroner, but you must know we don’t know if this kid is dead yet.”

Sid knew this from his training, from his medical school, residency, and ER shifts. But it seemed this guy didn’t. Sid knew there was a lot this guy didn’t know. “Are you going to start CPR when he arrives?”

The long pause told Sid this guy didn’t know. “I don’t know.” Confirmed that.

“Well, doctor. You’re going to have to make a call. You should know the time of submersion and the water temperature and respond appropriately. I’m coming down there in about ten minutes. But I’m the coroner, not the treating physician.” Sid sighed again; this Winston guy was a real pain. “Please get a core temperature when he arrives, at least.”

Cold water drownings are a shit show. There are documented resuscitations after 30 minutes of submersion. When the face hits cold water the heart slows down. When the heart slows down and the blood vessels constrict, the lethal acid that kills us is postponed. If we can’t let out the carbon dioxide, we start to get acid build up, but if we slow down our burning of oxygen, less acid is formed. It’s all about temperature, metabolism, chemistry, physics, thermodynamics and all that shit we were supposed to learn before we got our medical degrees. Some learn, some don’t and let the buyer beware.

Maybe it’s supposed to be a mystery. Maybe we just can’t know the exactly right thing to do.

Sid knew he had an engine without oil in the Hilux, so he wouldn’t be driving her down to the ER.

Sid went in to change. He took his motorcycle to the ER. The Hilux oil change would have to wait.

The Reward ambulance was in the bay as he pulled in. They were putting stuff away. “Hey John.”

The older man looked sad. “Yeah, doc?”

“Tell me about this call.”

John was folding up a sheet that would probably need washing, but Sid appreciated the neatness. John was a retired teacher who now volunteered for the Reward ambulance. It was a small town south of Paradise. John had taught math in the high school for 30 years and now did ambulance runs as a volunteer. He’d gone through all the trainings. Sid had dealt with him often when, as a moonlighting doc, he’d covered the Paradise ER on weekends. John was solid.

Moonlighting is what doctors called this. Sid did it a lot, medical school debt and all. He did the clinic work, then another 24 hours on a weekend and hoped he’d get ahead.

John seemed reluctant to talk.

Sid began. “Who pulled him out?”

John looked up, maybe happy to relate the events, not the choices. “That was Devin. You know, the sheriff deputy? He heard about it from the scanner and was diving in the pool below the bridge before we got there. We didn’t get called until the kid was out of the water, up on the bank.”

“Did he have a pulse?”

Shakes his head and looks down.

“Was he cold?”

John looked Sid in the eye. “He was laying on the bank in the full sun when we got there, doc. We didn’t start CPR. We thought he was gone.”

He was explaining his decision. But he went on. “Devin had gotten him up off the bottom and was there all dripping wet. He hadn’t started CPR. He told us it would just be more trauma for his family. And all the people standing around.” Sid imagined the bridge onlookers.

Sid felt some guilt with this questioning of a volunteer, doing their best for his community. Sid’s training and reading taught him only of the possibilities, the risks, the choices. There were no clear best ones here.

Some cold bodies come back with strong effort. Some of those that come back are breathing, drooling vegetables. Some don’t come back after minutes, even hours of chest compressions and warming and drugs.

So, what’s the right choice here? Sid didn’t know and he for sure knew John didn’t either. You just have to make the call. Then live with it.

“Thanks John. I’m going in.” Sid went through the ER doors.

Doctor Winston was at the nurse’s station as Sid came in. That told him no resuscitation was being done. “So, what temp did you get?” Sid asked.

Winston kept chatting with the nurse, a pert blonde. She looked away and Winston slid his gaze to Sid. “Yes, Doctor Coroner, how can I help you?”

Sid felt the steam going out his ears. “What’s the core temp?”

There are so many variables here. Warm dead people are dissolving in their acidotic juices and not good donors. Their vital organs will be mush. Cold dead people might be donors. We take corneas hours after death. Kidneys? Sid didn’t know all these calculations. But he knew who to call.

Sid thought about the talk he had given to the local EMT’s a couple years back after a young man he knew had shot himself. “If you come on a young suicide, head wound, small caliber, start CPR and go fast. Don’t wait for police to clear the scene. This could be a donor. If we get perfusion back, heart beating, blood flow, keep the acidosis down, we can keep the organs alive for donation.”

That’s how you have to think now days, on the cusp of life and death as a treating physician. Consider the donor’s contribution.

It didn’t seem Winston had this in his wheelhouse. The loser looked off to a passing nurse in scrubs, “Say, did you get that core temp?”

The busy guy looked at Winston with a blank gaze, telling Sid the request had never been done. Sid steamed some more and looked down to hide his disgust. That’s what loser doctors always do, blame the nurses.

“I’ll get it.”

Sid looks at the pert blonde. “Can you get me a deep rectal thermometer probe?”

“Yes doctor.”

Sid went into the bay.

He was a young dead white body, still in his white underwear. His hair was still wet, plastered to his scalp and forehead. The lips were parted, unblemished with the trauma of a resuscitation attempt. His weak chest was white, no one pounding on it to keep the blood flowing. He was very dead. But Sid knew there was a graph, a nomogram, physiology. Was he cold?

Pert came in with the probe.

Sid got her to help him roll the 100 pounds so he could push the probe deep into the rectum. Gloves, finger, then lube. Need to check for stool. Then the probe. Digital read out shows 90 degrees Fahrenheit.

He looks cold, but his insides are kind of warm. Might be too late and too long. Maybe Sid could start cooling him down and get some advice. Call the transplant centers, call the University, get some advice. But then we would need consent to do all this. Yeah, Sid feels the shit show in his brain. He thinks it could just be easier to be chatting with a pert blonde.

“Is there any family here?” He asks Pert Blonde holding the body sideways.

“I think his mother is coming in. She might be here.”

Sid finds her in the family waiting room.

He does his best to explain the situation and his role as the coroner, and the painful need for her to decide.

The wan, creased sad face looks down. “No, I don’t want that.”

Sid’s tasks just got easier. Maybe some folks wanting healthy organs just got their wait extended. Maybe none of this was really possible. Maybe that decision was made back when this poor dead boy first came up out of the bottom of the river.

Maybe when he went in.

The poor dead kid’s mother had the balls to make it right here. Winston hadn’t even thought about it. Probably Devin hadn’t but made his call back on the muddy bank after he’d pulled the lifeless white body up from the cold deep. And the ambulance folks had done what they were told. So, Sid just did, now what he was told. He made his call.

“Okay. I will fill out my report.”

Cause of Death: Drowning

Manner of Death: Accidental

Don’t you wish the story stopped here?

No organs donated, no lives saved from a tragedy, no happy ending.

How can we people get worse? To be, or not to be. And it’s all just shit.

Sid got a subpoena.

He was called to testify as the county coroner in a civil suit against the Reward Ambulance District and the Paradise Hospital. It seems the mother of the deceased young man was unhappy with his treatment. More shit.

Sid knew how this would go. He was being called to testify as the county coroner, public servant, so the claimants would not have to pay him for his time. He could be seeing patients and making money, but he would have to cancel their visits. No wonder he could not get any of his colleagues to take this job. It costs.

Sid further knew they’d use his medical training as an MD to try to get some of his “expert” testimony for free. Expert witnesses cost money. Coroners are free. The claimant’s attorney would try to get him to give “expert” testimony on the cheap.

Sid didn’t really respect the legal profession. But he sure didn’t respect some in the medical one he belonged to either.

So, it went.

The young lawyer did his best. The bereaved mom was sitting there, looking sad. The young guy ran through the first twenty minutes of coroner shit but then he got to it.

“So, Dr. Hawthorn, in your estimation shouldn’t the responding ambulance have started resuscitation?”

Sid looked down at the linoleum floor. It was cracked at the edges of the one-foot square tiles. It needed to be redone. It was worn out.

“I am here to testify as the county coroner.”

The cracked linoleum was clean. Somebody had cleaned this worn space.

“But you are a trained physician. Please share with us your knowledge given what you know of this.”

Sid looked at the eager young lawyer. He was doing his best for his client. Sid looked at the loser mom looking down at the same cracked linoleum. She wouldn’t meet his gaze.

“I have no opinion on what the right choice was for the providers who responded to this tragic situation.”

The young guy kept at him.

Sid kept his part. But he started to see, as he repeated himself and the lawyer did the same, questions again, same answers, that a different dance was being done. It might be about the bigger picture.

Justice.

Not who got what organs, who got blamed, who felt the worst about the whole shit. Maybe it was about coming to peace with the shit we are dealt.

The woman has lost a son.

Nobody got any of his organs.

His life might have been saved, or not.

And here we are.

Sid went back to the clinic. There were no patients, just paperwork.

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Rigged

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Rigged

April 15th is next week. Are you ready to pay your taxes?

I’m a pogue, so I pay what I’m told I owe. Are you a pogue too?

I learned the term ‘pogue’ when I was fighting fires for the US Forest Service.

Pogues do what they are told, even when they know better.

The slope is indefensible, and the fire is below, but we would dig and cut across. When the black smoke came up, we’d find shelter and survive. We knew the idiots who were directing us would too. But we’d get the GS 3 or 4 rate, time and a half or even time and three quarters with hazard pay. 60- or 80-hour weeks, it added up to a decent summer.

Pogues survive. And we pay our taxes.

Others might not.

Maybe that’s the difference between pogues and the real people we elect. We just shuffle along and take the measly wage they’ll pay us. Real people know the strings to pull.

Elon Musk is in the news a lot.

He gets to fire people right and left. Republicans love his sense of justice. If you aren’t doing worthwhile work, you’re done. And his AI program somehow knows who should go.

That line we cut above the fire would never hold. It was not worthwhile. It was destructive and wasteful. But us pogues did it. We survived and so did the idiots who told us to do the work. But, honestly, at times, we wanted to kill them.

Instead, we paid our taxes.

And it turns out, they probably didn’t.

Mr. Musk is the richest man in the world. Maybe that makes him the smartest. President Trump claims to be rich, so maybe he’s smart too.

But know this. Tesla, Musk’s company paid no taxes in 2024, even though they reported a $2.3B income. That makes them smart, right?

Yeah, you can try to sell your CO2 planet saving car, but can you really try to change this mess?

This taxation thing is rigged.

Republicans claim only the rich pay taxes and the rest of us are government sucking pogues. I’m sorry. I’m writing a big check to the IRS this coming week. And it seems Elon may not be.

But he probably got a big bump from the stock market gyrations manipulated by our President. Threatened global tariff war made the equities markets and even the bond markets very nervous. Stock assets shed this last week faster than a crowning lodgepole pine.

But then they bounced back when our President flinched on the tariff war threat.

He even tweeted, “BUY NOW.” Minutes before he tweeted he was calling off the tariff war.

I guess I’m just getting worn down.

I’ve dug the line. I’m filthy and sweaty. The day is hot, the wind is picking up and the line won’t hold.

Fire is a force of nature. I learned humility on those sweaty slopes with a Pulaski.

And us pogues have humility when we don’t have health insurance.

Maybe the rich getting richer is just a force of nature too. I should just watch the flame front move on past as I move into the black, the burn, where it is safe.

But it’s hot, and ugly and filthy.

Maybe that’s just what we pogues get.

While those with the inside scoops are making bank, I’m writing checks to the IRS.

Maybe they won’t notice if I don’t pay.

Most people pay what they owe. Us pogues.

But since the IRS is getting gutted by Elon, maybe they won’t miss some of us pogues skipping this year.

I guess it comes down to just what you expect from government.

By that, I mean, what one expects from oneself.

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Look at It

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they won’t

So go view this post at Substackhttps://danjschmidt.substack.com/p/look-at-it. they seem to be more friendly to my poor skills.

Look at It

Our legislature is wringing their hands and has their undies in a twist about our Idaho Medicaid costs. Or are they just still stinging from their folly?

I think they are still pissed that the voters overrode their negligence to expand Medicaid. It was a wise move, they passed on it, the voters didn’t, and the legislature is still pissed. We elect them, don’t we? These petulant people serve us.

I must applaud their bravery. Examining the costs of healthcare in this country takes patience, discipline and, yes courage. It sometimes takes the courage to admit you are wrong.

The map in white and green above these words shows the Medicaid expenditures per enrollee per year by county in these United (we hope still) States.

Examining our colossal boondoggle of health care in this country should unite us. Or we could go the other way.

Back to the map. Dark green is high cost per capita, white is low. Look at the map.

It is from a wonderful study out of the University of Washington we are soon to kick to the curb. The Idaho legislature no longer wants to be affiliated with such institutions.

Do you see Idaho on the map?

That’s where my eye went.

We are a vast state of white. There are a couple counties that are light green, and a couple others that are darker green. Hey Canyon and Twin Falls, what’s up?

But the takeaway here is that Idaho spends a lot less than most states on Medicaid health care costs.

So, just what is the legislature trying to solve here?

If they still are just butt hurt about the Medicaid expansion initiative, that’s not a very mature attitude.

But if they really think throwing Idaho Medicaid to the managed care wolves will assuage their pain, I am here to argue they are spending your dime to salve their crotches.

Well, it has been done. They voted for it, and our Governor signed it. Idaho Medicaid will be contracted out to some for-profit company in your portfolio. Maybe you’ll retire more comfortably. But will we all, us taxpayers, us citizens be better served?

This second map might help you.

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 This shows the states that have sent their Medicaid money down the managed care rabbit hole. Dark blue is all in, light blue less so, grey not at all, and Idaho, green, is trying managed care only in primary care settings. Idaho has been trying to incentivize primary care doctors to give good, quality care at low cost. This program has only had a couple of years to roll out.

Look at the maps. Compare both.

Look at South and North Dakota. Green and Blue/ costs pretty different. Maybe this primary care model works. But maybe not.

I think that’s why the Idaho legislative work group that was tasked with this conundrum made no recommendation. They honestly looked at maps like this and threw up their hands. That was a wise reaction. It will take more work.

Managing health care costs will be tough. There is no easy solution.

Just like looking at a map and deciding Twin Falls and Canyon County are slackers is not wise. Wisdom takes more effort.

And trust.

But now the die has been cast. Idaho will jump into contracting Medicaid through some big health care company. Will we be better served? Will the people on these services get better care? Do you even care?

Moving Medicaid to managed care has not saved most states money. Just look at the maps.

But that is what our legislature and our governor has decided is what’s best “for us”.

I believe we had a good plan. I believe managing primary care doctors was a wise move made by the legislature five years ago. It was based on good study and good advice. It was unwise to jump sideways this soon. But then, we elect them, don’t we?

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The Rub

This got a reaction

Here’s the rub. In the old days, local news got very interested when the legislature, and our local representatives were messing with us down in the marble halls of the State Capitol.

Here in Moscow, Idaho, home of the flagship University for the state, THE University of Idaho (Go Vandals!) those days are gone. Our local paper no longer questions our representatives. And our representatives no longer talk to us. So, if the shiv is coming to our backside, we have little warning in the chow line.

The U of I has long been the home for the first-year medical students of the WAMI->WWAMI program. In 1972 Idaho joined with Washington, Alaska, Montana, and later Wyoming to form a consortium to train MD’s.

Back when it meant a couple professors and ten first year students, it didn’t mean a lot of cash for the local economy. But the program has grown. There are now 40 first year students, and that many second-year students are in town for another six months.  And the well-paid faculty numbers have grown. And many graduates have returned to Idaho. I’m one.

So why would one of our local elected representatives be working to move this cash cow elsewhere?

Brandon Mitchell has served this district for five years. He lives here. He claims to be a good friend of the Director of the Idaho WWAMI program. But he has consistently voted to dump WWAMI.

His first effort was back in 2021 when he supported the “No Public Funds For Abortion Act”. This modest bill prohibited any entity getting Idaho taxpayer dollars from, among other things, “Provide training to provide for abortions.”

So, the University of Washington, whom we have this WWAMI deal with must comply with Idaho law if they want to keep getting Idaho dollars and students.

Here’s the rub. And it’s a rub you should all know. It comes down to definitions. How do you define “abortion”?

This “Act” says: “the act of using or prescribing any instrument, medicine, drug, or any other substance, device, or means with the intent to terminate the clinically diagnosable pregnancy of a woman with knowledge that the termination by those means will, with reasonable likelihood, cause the death of the unborn child.”

That might make sense to you but consider this. Under that definition, I should be in an Idaho prison.

There are some babies who are alive in the shelter of their mother’s wombs but will die upon birth. The doctor who delivers that baby, under current Idaho law is a felon, will lose their license. And Idaho required the University of Washington to not train our students how to care for these women.

Brandon Mitchell cosponsored this law. And he supports the current bills in the Idaho legislature to cut our affiliation with the University of Washington.

Honestly, I wouldn’t doubt the UW cares much. They state they regret the divorce. But why? Who wants a radical legislature telling them how to train physicians. According to many evaluators, WWAMI is the preeminent primary care program in the country. Why not build on the best?

And why send these dollars away from your local community to Utah, or BYU, or the private, for-profit medical school in Meridian?

These are decent questions our local paper should be asking of our elected representatives.

The U of I is also deflecting on these questions. They sound like a teenager explaining away their parents’ acrimonious divorce.

The U of I spends our taxpayer dollars to have a lobbyist, Brandon Mitchell’s predecessor, Caroline Nilsson Troy,  in the Capitol. And we elect these clowns who want to shiv us in the chow line.

Why doesn’t the local paper cover this?

Do we even care?

I do. Don’t stab me in the back.

Here’s my letter to the editor responding to the “reaction”:

I appreciate Dan Schoenberg’s interest in the future of medical education in Idaho. And I must apologize, he is right, I did exaggerate. For I was anticipating WWAMI would get the axe. Instead, we got the cudgel.

When my column written on March 26th, Mitchell had voted for the original HB 368 that cut WWAMI. The Senate amended it. But there had been plenty of WWAMI attacks in the session. We’ll see how it turns out.

But Dan did not address the real question I posed in my column. Representative Mitchell supported and sponsored in 2021 the “No Public Funds for Abortion” bill that defined abortion in a way that makes caring for women with problem pregnancies illegal.

This is the real issue.

Do we wonder why doctors are leaving Idaho?

Should we wonder why quality medical schools don’t find our association worth the effort?

Caring for pregnant women is complex, fraught, and delicate. The Idaho legislature does not have the wisdom or compassion to legislate how this should be done. No legislature does. Stay out of the discussion. It is between a family and their medical providers.

But Representative Mitchell, who Dan Schoenberg seems to speak for seems to think this is beside the point.

I don’t. It’s very important to me. I wish they felt the same.

I would love to have further conversations with Dan or Rep. Mitchell if they chose. This needs attention.

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Sucking in Idaho

Fred knew he was on the bubble. Federal workers all knew that, and he was a newbie, on probation since he’d been hired here in Canyon County from the station back east. His expertise was grass and range and he thought this should be the promised land.

He loved meeting with the producers in Owyhee County. They had their acres and cows and knew the seasons, the grasses, the problems. He knew the invasives, the problems, and they had good sense. It was simpatico. He thought they deserved some support. Heck, they’d been there for generations.

He sometimes didn’t like the Canyon County requests for government money.

There was the Ethiopian lady raising vegetables for the local market. She needed a hoop house to get her plants started early. It wouldn’t cost much, and he thought she’d be helping out the local markets. He tried to explain to her the forms she’d need to fill out.

That was his job. He had to approve requests for government funding to improve the production of their land.

In Canyon County, “rangeland” required quotation marks, since these applicants’ raised alpacas or show horses. A center pivot funded by federal dollars to have more Clydesdales. Well, that was his job.

But today he had to go to Ada County. Somebody wanted to get federal dollars for their fifty acres on the hills above the Capitol. Ada County sucked. And federal dollars can be the fire hose.

Fred got his papers on the front seat of his rig. This government issue vehicle might be soon dispatched, he knew. As might be his job. He sighed and drove into the pit.

The site was up in the foothills. A McMansion and asphalt showed him where to park. Down in the Owyhee, it was dust and tire tracks he followed.

“Hello, Mr. James, I’m Fred from…”

The big bellied applicant cut him off. “Yeah, you’re from the government and you’re here to help me.” He grinned and crunched Fred’s hand.

Fred tried to hide his wince but now figured just how this was to go. “So, you have this application,”

Big belly cut him off. “Yeah, my accountant told me I could get you guys to pay for my fencing and irrigation on this rangeland I have here.” He swept his arm out beyond the 3000 square foot mansion to the sage brush slope. “See, I think with some water this could be beautiful grassland. And I need a privacy fence all around it. Damn mountain bikers are all up in here.”

Fred knew this was not going to go well, but he did his best.

“We give grants to promote improvement for livestock…”

Belly cut him off. “Hell, you federales give grants to promote transgender livestock. Why can’t I get some of your money to drill a well and build a fence?”

Fred looked at the face. He was a belligerent, grinning man. He was sure he was right. He just wanted the government’s money that Fred was in charge of.

Fred took a deep breath. He looked Big Belly in the eye. “Mister. Your application for federal grants cannot be approved. I can give you all the reasons, and I can cite the federal laws. But that will be in the report I send back to you.”

Fred drove back down through the Idaho capital and out the connector to his single wide in Canyon County. He didn’t think this interaction would help his performance evaluation.

Fred got some really good pupusas at a truck in Caldwell before he went home.

He checked his work email as he opened a Budweiser on the kitchen table.

So, he now had to look for work.

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We are Managed

We’re Going to be Managed

It looks like Medicaid in Idaho will now come under the “managed care” umbrella.

I hope you don’t just shrug. But you probably will, since you don’t think this affects you. It does. It affects all of us.

The medical profession has long touted the sanctity of the doctor patient relationship. Except when it came to who pays. We should now be realizing, we all pay. And we are all paying way too much.

Most of us don’t know what this “managed care” thing means. I would argue most of our legislators don’t know either. But they pass the laws, and we send our taxes. We should be expecting more from them. And us.

Many states have done this before.

Here’s the simple description. Idaho puts our $3B Medicaid payment system/ patient care system out to contract. The details of such a contract are very important. Idaho will need to hire some $mart people to design this.

Big companie$ bid.

We grant a contract.

And the money continues to $huffle, but the bid winner gets their take. Their stockholders benefit from their profit. Maybe you have United Health in your portfolio.

Somebody needs to be paying attention.

Has the legislature been paying attention to how the multibillion-dollar MediCaid budget has been spent? Remember, they are ¼ time employees.

Oh, that’s right, they had a “work group” that looked at Medicaid managed care. Mostly Republicans, and they couldn’t come up with a recommendation. But here we are, late in a legislative session, and this big money deal is done.

It seems a bit like Elon got their ear. Slash and burn.

People need care. Don’t let me go all liberal on you, it’s just some numbers.

About 300,000 Idahoans are on Medicaid. So, if you are in a room of seven here in Idaho, the odds are one of you is on this program.

Some are pregnant, some are children, some are disabled. And some, maybe 90,000 are in the “expansion” population. These are folks who make too little to go on the Idaho Exchange and buy health insurance there.

So, our legislators believe some big health care company can manage the health insurance costs for all these different folks and save us taxpayers money.

Like I said, they are not alone. Over 30 states have done this. Have they saved money? Have they provided better care? The answer is not clear.

But the other Medi, MediCARE has done this.

You might have some experience with this, since George Bush II got managed care plans into MEDICARE (old folks need CARE).

MedicAID is for poor and disabled/ MediCARE is for us old folks.

The managed care plans for MediCARE have a long track record, since it’s been around for over 20 years. The results aren’t great. These big insurance companies don’t save us money, and they kick off the expensive folks back to regular MediCARE.

Maybe their shareholders are happy.

This is the health insurance game. If you want to make a profit (who doesn’t?) get rid of your high-cost patients. And provide the least care you can.

MediCAID will be no different. If we want a good delivery system, good care at lower cost, somebody will need to be paying attention.

When states contract with insurance companies for managed care, most require they can only keep 15% for “expenses”, that is CEO pay, etc.

In Idaho, our current overhead is less than 3% of the budget.

Somebody’s going to get very rich on this.

Maybe that’s not news.

Maybe that’s what everybody expects.

Health care is big business in this country, and we here in Idaho just bought in.

I hope your portfolio flourishes.

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